Re: relationship between LSD/schizophrenia/bi-polar disease and coping with emotionsChad,
The problem with navel gazing is that you can go cross eyed.
Introspection is of value but it is also dangerous, we need other
parties to help us understand ourselves. Actually we can never really
understand ourselves so we desperately need other people!
In my experience people of high intelligence seem to like playing with
drugs. I have known many highly intelligent people doing the same and
it is so much wasted talent. Experimenting is common and not so bad
but too much experimentation with too much introspection is bloody
dangerous. These drugs do not open the doors of perception, they
simply change the perception. Huxley was a hopeless romantic.
The constant chatter in your head is obviously troubling you. If
possible, see someone for an evaluation. Trying to nut this out
yourself is dangerous. You may have a condition, you may just be
moody. Forget using the drugs to try and understand this condition, if
you cannot find help then start looking for patterns in your moods,
see if there is anything you do or that happens that triggers these
moods. That may give you some insight. It may even be the case that
you are something of a loner who does not appreciate that many people
have highs and lows, experience strange things. For example, a recent
study found that up to 20% of the population has experienced psychotic
episodes of hearing voices.
Ask yourself this: can you slip into a highly focused stated easily?
If so, find some activity that can benefit by that ability.
On Feb 19, 1:11 pm, "Chad" <bradleyplaysb...@yahoo,com > wrote:
> My name is Chad.. I am 17 and am interested in psychology. I wrote
> this
> for people to get a better understanding of what Low latent inhibition
> is. Which might give you an idea of how to control it through means of
> SSRI drugs, benzo's, or anything thing that you the readers can come
> up with.
>
> Latent inhibition (LI) is the ability to automatically (with out
> thinking) ignore stimuli (thoughts, ideas, ect.) that are perceived as
> irrelevant to ones needs/motive. A simple example of human behavior,
> that most 'mentally balanced' people would use everyday with out any
> thought.
>
> Now that we understand what latent inhibition is and how it functions,
> it is simple to understand what low latent inhibition is. Low latent
> inhibition is not having the ability to block out things that aren't
> important to one's need.
>
> So with people who have a low latent inhibition would thus have
> a constant stream of incoming stimuli is going through their head. It
> is
> said that low latent inhibition can affect people in two different
> directions, depending on intelligence.
>
> People with a high intelligence level and a constant stream of
> incoming
> stimuli, can be classified as a creative genius. They are able to make
> sense of this stream effectively by finding interesting and useful
> patterns by continually processing a larger amount of familiar
> information. It gives them an ability that greatly aids their
> creativity and ability to learn.
>
> On the contrary people with a low intelligence level and LLI tend to
> not react the same. This same stream of incoming stimuli can cause
> madness in some people. Those will less than average intelligence are
> less able to cope and more likely to suffer from a mental illness.
>
> It seems as though what I have read, the effects of hallucinogenic
> drugs such as LSD, mescaline, psilocybin, ect- have the similar
> effects. In the words of Aldous Huxley- they open 'the doors of
> perception.'
>
> With Huxley's experience with mescaline talked about how he took
> deeper notice into this he would previously think of as
> insignificant.
>
> "I continued to look at the flowers, and in their living light I
> seemed to detect the qualitative equivalent of breathing-but of a
> breathing without returns to a starting point, with no recurrent ebbs
> but only a repeated flow from beauty to heightened beauty, from deeper
> to ever deeper meaning. Words like "grace" and "transfiguration" came
> to my mind, and this, of course, was what, among other things, they
> stood for."
>
> The similarities between the LLI and the use of psychedelic drugs are
> that they can both go either way.. Into a confused, psychotic, panicky
> state of mind, or an enlightened, know-all type of thinking.
> It seems like I experience both sides of the LLI daily.
>
> Some days I feel on top of the world, feel like I could do anything-
> talk to
> anybody, where everything seems to make sense, everything i'm doing in
> my life is fine. That i am simply part of the circle of life. I feel
> like a grandparent watching hir grandchildren play, with knowledge and
> wisdom.
>
> And others I feel completely (for lack of better words) shitty. I feel
> very depressed and
> feel psychotic, like my mind is in a whole other place than the rest
> of
> the world. I feel like everyone is judging me- I hear myself thinking
> in my head. My thoughts don't stop and I feel like my head is going to
> explode.
>
> The only that i've been able to control the psychotic feeling is with
> opiates or benzo's (oxycontin, percs, xanax, anything i can get my
> hand on..) I am aware of the addiction factor, but a lot of the times
> my desperateness of anxiety/depression outweighs my care for well
> being.
>
> My questions are- I am schizophrenic? am i bipolar?
>
> I've considered antidepressants- but from what i've researched- they
> may help with the chronic anxiety, but my fear is that they will take
> away from my actual self and make me feel little or no emotions at
> all. Is my fear rational?
>
> What can I do to cope with this? or is this just what life is dealing
> me. Mind you I am only 17, so I still have a hope that i will become
> more stable as I grow older.
>
> any suggestions as far as what I can do to control my moods/thought
> patterns?
>
> PS- please no mean suggestions, i'm posting for the purpose to see if
> anyone goes through what i go through, and even an idea of a
> diagnosis?