Re: The Doctor's StoryZetsu wrote:
> [...The Doctor's Story
>
> One of the most striking cases of the relation of mind to vision that
> ever came to my attention was that of a physician whose mental
> troubles, at one time so serious that they suggested to him the idea
> that he might be going insane, were completely relieved when his sight
> became normal. He had been seen by many eye and nerve specialists
> before he came to me and consulted me at last, not because he had any
> faith in my methods, but because nothing else seemed to be left far
> him to do. He brought with him quite a collection of glasses
> prescribed by different men, no two of them being alike. He had worn
> glasses, he told me, for many months at a time without benefit. and
> then he had left them off and had been apparently no worse. Outdoor
> life had also failed to help him. On the advice of some prominent
> neurologists he had even given up his practice for a couple of years
> to spend the time upon a ranch, but the vacation had done him no good.
>
> I examined his eyes and found no organic defects and no error of
> refraction. Yet his vision with each eye was only three-fourths of the
> normal, and he suffered from double vision and all sorts of unpleasant
> symptoms. He used to see people standing on their heads, and little
> devils dancing on the tops of the high buildings. He also had other
> illusions too numerous to mention in a short paper. At night his sight
> was so bad that he had difficulty in finding his way about, and when
> walking along a country road he believed that he saw better when he
> turned his eyes far to one side and viewed the road with the side of
> the retina instead of with the center. At variable intervals, without
> warning and without loss of consciousness, he had attacks of
> blindness. These caused him great uneasiness, for he, was a surgeon
> with a large and lucrative practice, and he feared that he might have
> an attack while operating.
>
> His memory was very poor. He could not remember the color of the eyes
> of any member of his family, although he had seen them all daily for
> years. Neither could he recall the color of his house, the number of
> rooms on the different floors, or other details. The faces and names
> of patients and friends he recalled with difficulty, or not at all.
>
> His treatment proved to be very difficult, chiefly because he had an
> infinite number of erroneous ideas about physiological optics in
> general and his own case in particular. and insisted that all these
> should be discussed; while these discussions were going on he received
> no benefit. Every day for hours at a time over a long period he talked
> and argued. Never have I met a person whose logic was so wonderful, so
> apparently unanswerable, and yet so utterly wrong.
>
> His eccentric fixation was of such high degree that when he looked at
> a point forty-five degrees to one side of the big C an the Snellen
> test card, he saw the letter just as black as when he looked directly
> at it. The strain to do this was terrific, and produced much
> astigmatism; but the patient was unconscious of it, and could not be
> convinced that there was anything abnormal in the symptom. If he saw
> the letter at all, he argued, he must see it as black as it really
> was, because he was not color-blind. Finally he became able to look
> away from one of the smaller letters on the card and see it worse than
> when he looked directly at it. It took eight or nine months to
> accomplish this, but when it had been done the patient said that it
> seemed as if a great burden had been lifted from his mind. He
> experienced a wonderful feeling of rest and relaxation throughout his
> whole body.
>
> When asked to remember black with his eyes closed and covered he said
> he could not do so, and he saw every color but the black which one
> ought normally to see when the optic nerve is not subject to the
> stimulus of light. He had, however, been an enthusiastic football
> player at college, and he found at last that he could remember a black
> football. I asked him to imagine that this football had been thrown
> into the sea and that it was being carried outward by the tide,
> becoming constantly smaller but no less black. This he was able to do,
> and the strain floated with the football, until, by the time the
> latter had been reduced to the size of a period in a newspaper, it was
> entirely gone. The relief continued as long as he remembered the black
> spot, but as he could not remember it all the time, I suggested
> another method of gaining permanent relief. This was to make his sight
> voluntarily worse, a plan against which he protested with considerable
> emphasis.
>
> "Good heavens!" he said, "Is not my sight bad enough without making it
> worse."
>
> After a week of argument, however, he consented to try the method, and
> the result was extremely satisfactory. After he had learned to see two
> or more lights where there was only one, by straining to see a point
> above the light while still trying to see the light as well as when
> looking directly at it, he became able to avoid the unconscious strain
> that had produced his double and multiple vision and was not troubled
> by these superfluous images any more. In a similar manner other
> illusions were prevented.
>
> One of the last illusions to disappear was his belief that an effort
> was required to remember black. His logic on this point was
> overwhelming, but after many demonstrations he was convinced that no
> effort was required to let go, and when he realized this, both his
> vision and his mental condition immediately improved.
>
> He finally became able to read 20/10 or more, and although more than
> fifty-five years of age, he also read diamond type at from six to
> twenty-four inches. His night blindness was relieved, his attacks of
> day blindness ceased, and he told me the color of the eyes of his wife
> and children. One day he said to me:
>
> "Doctor, I thank you for what you have done for my sight; but no words
> can express the gratitude I feel for what you have done for my mind."
>
> Some years later he called with his heart full of gratitude, because
> there had been no relapse...]
>
> - Dr. W. H. Bates, September 1919
Outdated, anecdotal, unverified, worthless!